Life
Changes All the Time
In the end of
this book, Lorenzo and Olivia left each other. Lorenzo haven’t contact with
Olivia for many years, and the last time Lorenzo saw Olivia was her died body.
From my opinion, this ending really shocked me. I thought after that torture of
withdrawing, Olivia would never take drug again and have her own life. I
thought Olivia would live a happy life with her boy friend, have some children…
Just like normal women. However to my surprise Olivia died because of overdoes
which means she started to take drug again and took a lot.
When I was
reading this book, I thought this book would have a happy ending, but it doesn’t.
Just like the book’s cover, blue shows sadness. In a normal story, Lorenzo
would become more normal. Olivia would change into a unique women who has a
strong thought. Usually people who can recover from withdraw can stand
anything. They would contact with each other very often and help each other
when they are having trouble. Just like close friend. They really had a
memorial time in the basement together. They ought to contact each other. However
this is not a normal story, we don’t know what happened to Lorenzo in this past
10 years, but we do know that Olivia took drug again.
There is an
interesting point that I found in the last part which is Olivia kept Lorenzo’s
information with her. From my point of view, I believe Olivia appreciates what
Lorenzo did for her and she trusts him. When she is in danger, the only person
she could find when she needs help was Lorenzo. This also shows Olivia is very
lonely, no matter how she trust him, they haven’t contact for 10 years, and
they are also not the closest family member. So this means Olivia doesn’t has
any close friend that she could trust. She also didn’t write her parents contact
information which means she still doesn’t has a good relationship with her
family. After Olivia left Lorenzo, there must be something happened on her
otherwise she won’t not contact with Lorenzo. Maybe the thing that happened on
her is the reason she took drug again.
This book is
different then the Gathering of Pearls. I am so much more interested in this
book because none of my friend is like Lorenzo. I am also curious about what
people like Lorenzo are thinking all day. The only difference of Lorenzo with
others is he doesn’t like to care about other people’s matters. No matter how
weird people think he is, people like Lorenzo still have love and emotional
feelings. This book shows the importance of family relationship. Never block
yourself out, just like the ants he has. Family members can give you necessary
help when you are in trouble. Some time to be too smart as Lorenzo is not a
good thing. Lorenzo understand what his parents want him to do, so he doesn’t
live a happy life. Sometime pretending little bit stupid is right